Do you reach a point in your life where you get so frustrated and you make some decisions, telling yourself that its either you go through with this decision or nothing. You don’t care what the effect of the decision is at that time or who it may affect, all you know is that the decision must be executed ASAP. In as much as we all no that decisions are only to be made when d head is straight (well, its not like that’s the only time you actually make right decisions), you don’t actually care.
Do you get to a point where you look around you and everything doesn’t seem right? I mean, everything can’t always be right at the same time though, but at this time it feels like noting is actually right.
When you lay down to sleep, you think and weep. Your emotions go deep. When will things change, when will the time come when you can look round and say 'its all good!'. Yes I know, life is beautiful and will always be (at least that’s my outlook to life) but at this moment it ain’t beautiful.
Do you get to that point where amidst friends and fun you just seem alone, you want to be on your own. Nothing they do amuses you. You find anything they do hardly fun. You desperately want to be alone. Just you, no one else.
You can’t actually say why but for some reason, this is how you feel. If anyone ever asked you what’s wrong (which you are praying no one will), you can’t actually say what exactly the matter is.
All these and many more are just the numerous thorns attached to the rose of life. The thorns are part of what makes the rose beautiful and grow. So when next you get to that low point in your life, look at it this way 'how would the rose live without its thorns?'